when was the last time your parents ever praise you for something good that you've done?

okay that sounds stupid. but then again. my parents most of the time would scold me or misunderstand me for things i've never done. take just now for an example. i had to wake my bro up cos i needed him to help my sis record the show. then after a very short while he started crying out loud. i asked him why of course. he said he's gonna be late for his meeting. i told him my dad just came home. and soon my parents opened the door. they of course saw him crying. they asked why. he kept quiet. so i thought i shall help him answer. and after saying. my dad said:WHY MUST YOU 2 ALWAYS QUARREL!? i was so super pissed la. i shouted back. i didnt even quarrel i merely asked for his help and he cried. and now you're blaming me. i just went back to my room to do my stuff. he came in and he asked: why must you always have to force him to do stuffs.

i was so pissed. they TOTALLY misunderstood me. WTH. i only asked for his help. somemore i woke him up for his meeting. and now they are blaming me for things i didnt do. they NEVER fail to blame me when something happens to their PRECIOUS son. biase i say. but so what? do you think they even care about how i feel. they bring him to the the doctor for the stupidest reason. and now he's super spoilt. and they turn around blaming me for any reason. they always see him as SMART and everything. and just cos i'm in normal acad and used to be from st nicks. they expect me to get TOP in everything. they always go : you should get top in this and that cos you're from st nicks.

so what if i'm from st nicks?! if i can get top in everything i would be in express. or rather SPECIAL. no wait. maybe PERFECT. getting top in everything. dont they even know why i'm in normal acad? it just cos i aint that good in studies. i am not a books person. forget it. they dont even understand.

you may think that i'm rude or what. nevermind cos it's true
stupid day. everything seems so against me.

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